Idle hands
There are probably many things I could be doing right now but I'm struggling to get down to work. I often have days that sit, unopened like a dreaded bill until they pass away. This seems like an awful waste to me and I'm never happy about it but I don't seem to be able to do anything about it. Laziness plays an important part of course but I also flatter myself that in a creative job there will always be times when you need to recharge your ideas and stop trying to think. A day spent in receptive meditation (by which I mean watching movies, reading, light gardening, mid-day showers and such) is all well and good but it can be a slippery slope, especially when there aren't piles of commissions lining up to return you to the land of the working.
At times like these I need the lure of a Self-Generated Project (SGP) to get me out of the house. The beauty of SGPs (I hope it's OK to make up acronyms like this, I did it with Big Advertising Job (BAJ) and someone said they liked it so I thought it might be fun to continue) is that they make you feel busy even when you have no proper work and often they become either valuable additions to your portfolio, or turn into saleable work. One project I started recently has now attracted some actual money even though it started as a SGP (determined to use the acronym now).
Of course there's little difference between this and what freelances always do to research and generate commissions. However, I think that allowing yourself the freedom to work on an idea without thinking about getting it commissioned or published can be very useful, especially when commissions and publications are hard to come by. I guess the choice is either stop taking pictures because no-one is paying you to take them or see the absence of a commission as a opportunity to take the pictures you want to. When (and if) this economic slump passes and budgets for photography start increasing, those photographers who have kept working on their own ideas will have the freshest portfolios and a head-start on the competition.

